That's what I've been feeling today. Sorry if this seems like a rant, but i need to tell someone besides the people in this house.

My dad's been working with people from around the world from home, and the stress from the economy and having late night calls made him get sick again yesterday. (Its happened before)
So we were a little bit worried, since he hs diabetes and was throwing up a lot. To make things worse, we found out he had gone to the Emergency Room by my mom's persuasion (love her for it) at 3am. Not to long after i fell asleep, so i couldnt see him or know until i woke up. His pump that regulates his blood sugar isn't working, so he has a room in the hospital and has to stay overnight for observation. Mom's been giving us reports through the phone, so he's apparently doing good right now. I believe her, but i cant help but not always trust hospital doctors and worry a bit. I miss him, and cant wait to see him tomorrow. "( He's been to a hospital twice before, but it still scares me a bit.

In better/brighter news:

A friend I havent seen came to visit a few days ago. They've been staying at our house, and its been great seeing him and his family again. We're going to try and stay in better contact when they leave tomorrow.

Anyway, they were meeting friends at the beach today, so my little sister and I got to go with them, to have some fun and not worry. I couldnt go in the water, but it was fun reading on the sand and watching waves crash into people. We made a sand pool of sorts, and threw some sand and water on each other a few times. (COLD water XD) Then we went and got pizza, and me and my friend thought his dad was going to get smacked by a worker, cause he loked annoyed XD So yeah, had some fun today, and cant wait for mom to call with more news and come home.

Sorry if i didnt put ' marks or capitalize some things, but im writing this in a half rush, and I'm using the laptop.